I had my 4th of 5 appointments today. Instead of having the technician do today’s treatment, the doctor wanted to do it herself.

It would appear that Vaser Shape is not the right choice for me. Although I don’t feel so bad since they told me that there’s quite a few people not getting the desired results. There’s no rhyme or reason to it.

We’ve decided that doing SmartLipo on the inner thighs is likely my only option at this point. I’ve heard of the stocking lift but I haven’t had any lucky finding a lot of information on it.

I’m not going to lie. I’m not super excited to go through the SmartLipo again. It’s not that I had a bad experience – I just know its going to be painful. I’ve put this body through a LOT in the past year.

I’m not super excited to spend more money either. I feel so poor lately

Just a lot to think about. As I was standing there having the doctor’s critical eye all over my body, I certainly wished I had taken charge of my weigh sooner. I try not to beat myself up too much for the initial weight gain – watching your mom die from leukemia at 15 is beyond emotionally traumatic and brownies were easier than conversing :-/ such is life, right?

But here I am now, working hard to keep a healthy active lifestyle that’s not centered around food or alcohol. No looking back – just focusing on the here and now

Happy Wednesday!!